>>7095088Man!!
I felt like kinda posting on this thread because everytime I come back to 4chan I have a strange nostalgia for my edgy crazy teen-dank-meme days.
3 years ago I had an awful break-down and basically just hit the lowest of the low. Very suicidal, very depressed, very just out of it, all and all. I think, strangely, I just found myself stuck in Nihilistic dread, it's bizarre.
I don't know what changed. How it really got better or what made me snap out of this apsolute feeling of dread, anxiety and all that jazz.
But i've managed to somehow over-come a lot of my feels, for the most part. I still have moments of depression, constant thoughts that aren't health.
But I've kinda managed to, sort of, dissociate and separate and rationally control myself in these times.
I've changed. Simply enough. I've finally figured out what I kinda wanna do with myself in terms of my degree. Im, ever so slowly, reconnecting with old friends and family. And generally just growing up, as a whole.
I don't need boards like 4chan anymore. I've kinda moved on, and done what was necessarily to continue to grow and become a better person then how I once was.
Im still a work in progress. But its getting much much much better.
So, im living. I feel human. And feel very much so, strangely, alive.
