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I recently moved back to my hometown after a couple years in Denver. They were the best years of my short life. I discovered myself and so many new things and I didn't want to let them go. Now I'm back in my home town with my 2 loser roommates and I just can't seem to figure out how to achieve the life I want. I know what I want but I just don't know how to get there. On top of that the usual girl problems, and I just feel myself becoming slowly more isolated from everything. I know I'm holding myself back but I just don't know how to let go and continue on. I stay up too late doing nothing just scared of the coming day where I know I'll be doing nothing. On top of that I left my job because they weren't giving enough hours and now I have no job and bills are due and I don't know what I'm going to do. I've been out of high school since 2014 and I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I have a couple semesters of community college under my belt but then again who doesn't. I wish I had my first car again, I bought it last year and made a roadtrip and it was the best time of my life, but when I returned to Denver I got rear-ended on the way to get license plates and it totalled my shit. Now I'm stuck to bumming for rides or riding my bike. I don't feel freedom anymore, I feel trapped and I don't know how to get out. I need to talk to a therapist or counselor but I don't have the funds nor the means to see one. I am lost.