>>6590895>contSkip forward again and I get my first girlfriend, she lived 150 miles away in Limerick, we met in Italy on a school skiing trip. Lasted 19 months, we broke up because I was such a fucking retard when it came to relationships.
When I look back I should have ended it when we went to Oxegen in 09, she didn't talk to me the entire time and said it was because she "Wanted to be free" four months later she broke it off.
To say I took it bad was a fucking understatement, I thought it'd be a fabulous idea to write to all of her friends saying how I thought she was cheating on me(To this day I think she did, doesn't matter I can't blame her)
Ended up going to counselling and started on antidepressants, as at this stage I had been depressed a good 8 years.
