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my mother has lung cancer. it's very advanced. we discovered it a month ago because she had trouble breathing.
we're going to a cancer specialized hospital next week. i've shown the report to a friend of mine who's a doctor. it's quite possible she doesn't have one year left. the is a node that is quite possible a "secondary deposit", as they put it.
i lost my father last year to heart failure. both of them had legionella in 2014, it might have appeared on the news because it was the second or something spread of the disease in the world. he got very impaired by it, just a year after he retired, my mother was fine.
i was 6 years stuck at home hiding my own problems from everyone, which included my ex, my parents sickness (my father had to go many times to the hospital) the their relationship which was pretty fucking awful. i felt i had to stay at home to be fucking switzerland in the middle of the and to be a baby sitter.
i got my first job 1 month after my father died, and 7 months after this happens to my mother. i'm going to be alone with a minimum wage job (for now), and I was planing to leave the country, which i can't do now and I won't sell this house.
i can't seem to catch a fucking break, every step there's always some shit thrown at my face. i feel bad thinking this way, but I want everything to be over so i can plan and live my own fucking life for a fucking straight week.
hold in there, anon.
