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I wish I was immortal, I wish I could live forever.
I want to see our planet and life on it evolve.
I want to see what humans will look like in 200,000 years.
I wish I could travel through space at close to light speeds.
Id love to live to see the day we make contacts with aliens, start colonizing mars, sending the first astronaut crew into deep space, all the amazing inventions and ideas to come.
I won't get to see any of it and that depresses me.
When I look at the end of my time I know it will have been too short.
Every year goes by faster than the last and my years swiftly acknowledge me.
I know I'll have regrets, I know I'll not have enjoyed life as much as I could have.
That's because I don't see a point, why work when it's all for nothing?
What's the point in paying my taxes, I'll be dead soon anyway.
I don't see a point in trying.
Yes of course every single human being has thought the same thing.
But for me it completely saps my motivation to accomplish anything and is the cause of my depression.
I don't think I'll ever be free from it, I think I'll keep spiraling out of control slowly until I die at 43 from a heart attack because I can't change my way or thinking.
I wish id never been born.