>>7646574If you didn't like her, it might be cool for you to tell her this and see if she'll be turned on for having feelings.
Loneliness is a bitch anon, the only way I've been able to fight it is to look forward at my purpose, and realise that I am my own mean to my own end. No one will save me, no one will help me, and until I feel I am successful, I will never be satisfied; and until I'm close, I refuse to get too entangled. Look up stoic philosophy, find some side meat. Although with COVID the chances are tough, as you acknowledged.