>>7185213I feel stuck, as though I have not made significant progress in life. These last 5 years since graduating, I feel like I'm wasting them. I'm back in school, and will most likely be kicked out of this country after I'm done, even after spending a good chunk of my adult life here.
Most of my friends are in long-term relationships/married/have kids, but I'm still single and have not had a proper relationship since 8 years ago.
I've made some positive changes over the past few months. Stopped smoking cigs, started running. But I still feel shitty. Been smoking pot and drinking to dull the edge a little.
I feel lonely. I know it's all in my head. But my head feels like it's full of contradictions and I can't seem to help any of it.
Sorry for the rant. Thanks /wg/.
