>>7179134I rejected everything my parents tried to give me in an attempt to keep them away long enough that I could leave before they knew what happened. That means, I left Christmas presents in front of my bedroom door, food on multiple days, little notes and money. I would just step over them to go to the bathroom or to cook a meal, and I made sure to not eat much or drink much to reduce how often I had to leave my bedroom. The month flew past before I even knew what happened, it felt like week had past. A really painful week and I had trouble keeping track of time, the winter didn't make it any easier as well.
December had come and gone and my brother had come to knock on my door to tell me that my old manage was looking to hire me back. I was fired for the stupidest of reasons, but I took that as an opportunity to make 2015 the year I fix my life. And holy shit was I busy. In that year, I got a phone number, got my job back, Moved out at age 23, Walked to and from work, Walked for groceries, got a car and stopped the walking, quit, got a new job, Bought a bed because the winter was coming and stone gets cold, got life insurance, hooked up with old friends, found out how shitty they were and stopped, made new friends, Found out how shitty they were and stopped, Reconsidered making new friends and just went solo, had a Thanksgiving dinner I enjoyed, had a Christmas I liked. It was a good year.
Anyway, I doubt you have good friends and a good loving family. I think they are lying to you and I base that on you saying you were depressed ever since you were a child. How independent are you? Do your parents or friends help you with stuff you should be doing on your own, like feeding/cook yourself, dishes, bills, and inviting you out to social events? If they support you in a way that makes you feel like you can't even take care of your self, treating you like a helpless child, telling you sweet nothings for no good reason, they're Bad Parents.
