>>7460730But it's been about 3-4 years. She's married/engaged, not sure anymore. She's doing well in her career and I really, sincerely wish her and her husband the best. I think they want a kid. But everytime I'm doing well this feeling comes back. And I just feel so vividly fucking empty. I'm open to new things but there's nothing I can do to force that... If it doesn't feel right, it doesn't feel right
