Hello, why, thanks for asking! I have felt OK, I guess. Happy during the day, sad at night. Relationship with my family is getting better as the days go through. I realised my little brother might have a girlfriend, and it really makes me happy.
At night, when everything is silent, I always think of my ex and how I broke her heart when I broke up with her. She was very abusive to me, constant insults, gaslighting, everything; but I still feel like shit whenever I think of her. A friend of mine often tells me how I fucked up and how sad she feels I decided to leave. Maybe time will heal things, maybe I reach out and say sorry once more, I am still unsure.
I also started to learn how to play the drums! I'm currently (see what I did there?) learning a song by Tame Impala, his music always cheers me up.
>>7568989It's always lovely to see a fellow motorsport fan!
>>7566721You made this board great as well, thank you so much.
>>7573895Try to spend time with your parents, anon, as
>>7573918 said, stay focused, things will get better.
>>7573871My father always told me he would be there when needed; remember these times and as soon as you have a job, pay your parents back in a way or another, a nice holiday maybe.
>>7573410That's some good news, anon! Really happy for you.
>>7573993I am reading you. You can do it, believe in youself. I believe in you.
