>>6578530sorry to keep on rambling, the thing that really hit me was after I time I took him to a Kmart. I remember the day vividly, we had just bought some new sandals and a wallet for him. I noticed him look at a group of youths around our age across the street walk by, he just said to me " I wish I could be healthy and live a normal life like everyone else". I tried to console him , but my words meant nothing what can you say in that situation? Its just unfair, why should someone like my abusive father who mentally and physically abused me and my mum for years live such a long life. He tried to strangle my mum for gods sake, why should he live but a good man in his prime dies?
Sorry to rant just had some stuff to get off my chest.
