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>have your life made for you since you were born
>manage to fuck it up anyway
That's me in general. I have a more specific reason to vent though.
I'm an artist. I've been honing my craft since I was little, like around 9 or so. I'm 21 now, and I can say that I'm pro level. I've been told that I could make a career for myself since I was 13. Despite this though, I don't have the drive for it. I've always struggled to remain interested in projects if I don't just do them all in one sitting. Now this has caught up to me terribly. I'm in college and the work load plus my bad habits means I have almost no time for art. Plus, I'm scared as hell that no one would be interested in what I draw. It feels like I need to keep up with trends or draw cute girls to be popular, but I'm not interested in that. For the first time in my life, I'm having a massive crisis and I don't know what to do. It feels like half my world is collapsing and part of my depression is from this.
