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I haven't really talked about this so I gotta vent some old shit.
About two years ago the girl I had a crush on for a while broke up with her boyfriend. It was apparently pretty brutal on both sides. there was a serious rift between our friend group because of it. He was a cool dude and was a good friend to me even though we had met fairly recently. He lived back home about 2 hours from campus so we didn't really see him for a while afterwards.
fast forward about 4 months to early October 2014. me and girl had hung out a lot since her break up. I grew some balls and asked her out and she said yes. the next couple months were great. Everything was going well and it felt right. The only weird thing was her ex started hanging out around our group a lot more. He even stayed at her apartment when he came to visit. It bothered me, but I decided to trust her and not make a fuss about it.
At the beginning of December I lost my virginity to her and obviously I couldn't be happier. Then winter break came and we went back home for the break. we were about 3 hours apart, but I still came to her place to visit a few times. It was all fine and dandy until mid January.
I got a phone call from her at three in the morning. She had obviously been crying and she had a hard time talking. She told me she was still in love with her ex, and he was with her too. She apologized and tried to comfort me, but that hit really hard. I ended the phone call with dignity then cried like a bitch.
I haven't talked to her since then. I talked to guy a few times over steam but it was just really awkward. last chat was about 8 months ago.
So that was it. Sorry for the wall of text, but I needed to vent that. I'm over it all at this point, but It still hurts every so often.
I fell in love at the wrong time and it all fell apart. But that's what happens I guess.
