>>6746726>Nihilism and cycnism is all I have leftIt strange to see someone else express this
I still remember when I felt that for the first time, and I was even a little happy. I was comfortable with it, knowing I was an asshole but I was "happy". But I haven't actually been in... years now
>tfw you tear up because you're actually typing how you feel...I don't want to start talking about family because some of them are the biggest hinges on my life and those are some long stories