>>6534602Probably already posted, but I just love this one.
I personally love the rain, and this one seems really mellow and calming to me.
On a different note, I know what you're going through. I've been there.
Death sucks, but it serves a purpose to make us realize that the time we have on this earth is limited, so we should make the most of what we have, and not live life reminiscing on the past about things we can't change.