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This year I fell in love with a girl for the first time. We really did hit things off and we opened up to each other a lot. I said a lot of things to her that I've never said to anyone else, a lot of things I wouldn't dare open up to about to any of my other friends that I've known for years and she did the same. One night when we were talking she opened up to me about some personal issues she'd been having with starving herself and cutting her wrists. Hearing all of that made me breakdown and I confessed to her that I loved her. 2 days later she said she'd be willing to go out with me. And then 2 days into the relationship I made some fuck ups and it made her realize that she genuinely wasn't ready for a relationship because of her aforementioned problems. So we broke up and it's been a little over a month since then. We both agreed that we wanted to stay friends in the future because we got along so well and we agreed to talk in the beginning of December but now that December is here I'm starting to second guess everything. I still haven't heard anything from her and I haven't even been able to look her in the eyes since then. I miss talking to her and I want to return to the way things were before all of this but now I don't know if that's the right way to proceed with all of this.