>>6579733I know the feel man. I have seen my grandpa on his deathbed and it absolutlydestryoed me. He used to be the man who would never say no to anything you'd ask him. I am still glad that I went to see him this one last time. He had become extremly weak in his last 2 weeks. When I stood beside his bed I could see the joy in his eyes and feel the happines radiation off of him. He held out his hand and wanted me to shake it. I refused. I just hugged him and started crying to which he said "It'll be alright one day" He died the day after.
My life had gone from bad to worse after he died (low grades gf of 8 months leaving me) But I remembered his final words to me.
Sorry for becoming so emotional just wanted to say that you aren't the only one going through this pain.
And that one day it'll be alright.
