>>7949081im a disordered retard and i fucking hate the way my brain works sometimes i just want to stab my head w a knife bc of how frustrating things can get and recently i started experiencing paranoia bc of ppl, they are so oversensitive to the point its disgusting and pathetic and bc of that i have to double check every word, every idea, every slang, every fucking shit before saying something so i dont "offend anyone" it gets so bad to the point i start smashing my head against a wall.
this wallpaper makes me feel calm desu