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Freshmen year was at an orchestra and band concert for my school
After we had finished playing (I played violin) band started and tho I couldn't see I heard the most beautiful flute ever, it felt like love. After she finished her solo I saw her and I instantly fell in love. Her name was Aubrey and for years we off and on talked, I was a beta male back then and she was a goddess to me. A peak of a mountain and I felt like a cripple; jr year she was in my art class and after years she and her boyfriend broke up. One day I asked her to a dance for the school and she said yes. Time goes by and we are dating now, I remember how her green eyes looked, how her hair smelled like firewood. She was so kind back then and so talented, she had such a heart and mind. Her sister was a troubled child but very intelligent, she and my girlfriend both had lost their half brother. I guess over time it ate it Aubrey and she began acting suspicious, hanging out with exs, doing drugs, skipping school. Eventually we broke up, we would get back together off and on and she deterated more each time. Now shes with some 30 plus year old pill head, with a deformed child. I tired to see her one night, truthfully just to check on her. I was doped out from pills and ended up getting jumped and robbed. Found out later she had been cheating on me, I had been nothing to her. I still love her, yet hate who shes become. I guess I'm in love with a memory really, shes a nobody who had a endless future ahead of her. I talked to her sister recently, shes in a Catholic all girls school doing very well. After all these years im blessed/cursed with dreams of her. I dream that one day when we die, in another life we can do all the things I dreamed of. Im 20 now and I keep a picture of her and me as my wallpaper. The first picture of us, back when all my friends and family were alive and well, back when I had my innocence, back when life was simple. Goodbye green eyes