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So I go out with her. I show her affection and I'm glad me and her never had sex and it took me awhile before I could kiss her, I didn't find her that attractive. However, I made her as happy as I could.
Then as graduation is sneaking up on the whole school, E tells me that A once had a thing for me. I remember becoming dizzy and my head swirling with thoughts. I actually had a chance with my first love, the woman of my dreams. But I couldn't muster the courage for three damn years because i was being a little high school fuckboy. I was damn coward. Now I couldn't break up with E and then try for A because E and A were inseperable best friends. And I didn't want to ruin what E and I had. I didn't want to be her bf but I still wanted to be friends. So I decided I would make E as happy as I could for the rest of the year, break up with her, go to a different college and live my life to the fullest. That's what I did. I took E to prom, I told her she was beautiful as often as I could but then summer came and I broke it off. But I did it over the phone! Again I was reverting into my cowardly ways! We eventually met at her dorm months later, I wanted to see how she was doing. She was heart broken at first, and all of her friends and by association my old friends pretty much hated me. But I was on to a new chapter of my life and I was glad to see she had moved on to. I doubt she's with anyone else but A is now with another guy from what I've heard from others. Anyways. life is now great for me. I take risks, I'm pursuing my career, I've made great friends. I've moved out of my parents house and am still attending school. I've been with a lot of women since but no one who stirred my emotions like A. I'm glad to have escaped that love triangle of unrequited love. I know what it means to love and what it means to lose it. Maybe I'm just a naive 20 year old but I can't wait to meet the next love of my life wherever she is.
