>>7675895>>7675713Here's my experience. Life isn't a race exactly but great things are built on smaller accomplishments and all things take time. Try to figure out what does motivate you and continue to take steps to get there. Take some time to thing now and then. Meditate, write it down, take a hike, whatever it is that allows you to spend time with your thoughts.
College is good for a lot of people. Unless you know that you want to do something else specifically, I recommend it. Start with community college if you're uncertain and still trying to feel things out. But having a degree and no direction is a 1000 times better than having no degree and no direction.
It's ok to take your time. It's ok to be unsure about things. It's ok to have humble goals. It is not ok to expect things to just come to you. You can't make everything happen, but put yourself in the environments where opportunities can come up.