>>7069089I hate my self too, I think it's because I can't admit to myself that I am wrong. What I am wrong about, I don't know but I think that is the source of my self loathing. I really want to stop as well and touching memories of my past is incredibly painful. Whenever I do, I get ripped from reality and sucking into a vivid memory plagued with intense emotions. I look there because I know I am holding myself back but I don't know why.
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