>>6035236I'm just gonna bitch for awhile. You can just skip the text and look at the wallpapers. I don't mind.
The shitty part is, I know it'll never work, even if we do get together. Her parents hate me because I'm incapable of keeping my smart-assed comments to myself. I still am, but I'm not quite as angry as I was. She and I began dating very shortly after a major life-changing event for both of us and we simply weren't ready. It lasted a couple of years and it was just too much at the time.
One of the biggest reasons she cheated on/is thinking of dumping her current boyfriend is because he recently became chronically ill and in pain. I'm chronically ill and in pain too. I've got one of the degenerative ones that hits in your 20's and turns into a quicksand pit of shit where your body literally can't hold itself together. His will more or less stay the same. I'll be lucky to keep walking on a cane in five years. If she resents him for how she has to care for him, she's gonna love helping me out of bed in a few years, or putting up with me when I run out of pills.
Sure, I'm better-looking, funnier, better in bed, smarter, have a massive history with her and actually have life goals, but that may not even be enough.
