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I fucked all my classes last semester so even if I do finish my degree my GPA is going to be dog shit. I have never had a job, I'm lucky that my parents are happy to support me while I study. No gf either. I know that getting any job is the stepping stone to the things I want, e.g. Independence, confidence, and better social skills. The Last Jedi was shit, that was a real bummer. I'm overweight and can't control my eating habits. I'm pretty pathetic right now.
I do have great friends though. We talk and hang out a lot. They are all doing well in their lives, with good jobs and gf's. They are great motivation for me and I know they beleive in me to better myself, I hope I never become a burden on them. I need to talk to someone about my issues, especially my anxiety (panic attacks since I was a kid but parents never caught on). I've never uttered a word about how i feel or problems I have to anyone, "everything is fine :)". Keeping everything inside is going to hurt me and those around me more and more, It's something that needs to change soon. Onward and upward I guess.
