>>7646226same bud. just split up with my wife. been trying to be a nice guy. offering money when she needs it. being nice in conversation. hiding shit i want to say to her, because i know it will push her away, but i also know if try to play it cool she'll just eventually disappear. damned if i do, damned if i dont. i just came off a six day fast because i had no desire to eat and just wanted to see how long i could take it. finally started getting dizzy and my chest felt hollow so i ended it. but it gave me a lot of time for clarity. just hung out with a friend who has seen a lot in life and he kind of put some perspective in my mind. half of me just wants to tell her to be more honest because shes being evasive about shit, and the other part of me just wants to tell her to fuck off, but i love my nephew and niece and i dont want to punish them because of this. sorry, i don't really have any papes to share but i do have a song that is kinda getting me through.
god speed OP. i don't know that this would help, but sometimes i get so in my head that i don't think that anyone can understand. but the reality of it is that we all deal with this. we just have different ways to say it. so when i hear some one else talking about their problems i almost get frustrated, and then realize. this is problem A and this is the way they interpret it. the human condition sucks epic dick. but tell us your girl problems. because it does sound like a major factor in why you decided to write this tonight. here for ya bud.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWtY1t_8Y_M 