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I don't think she really loves me anymore. I don't know if she's staying for my money or because she's worried I'll commit suicide if she leaves but it doesn't seem possible that she actually wants to be with me. She's such a wonderful and happy person while I'm quiet and gloomy and hate almost everything. There's no way she still wants to marry me. I need to do the right thing and kill myself so she can be free of me. But what if I'm wrong? What a bastard I'd be then.