>>7208900And how did she look anon? Was she ok? I believe she still misses you because she went straight at you in a situation like that?
Just carry on bro, she needs to carry on as well, it might look as if she doesn't know where she is going, you can help her find her path, but never forget both your ways are different, and that is the best.
>Be me, 21 years in a couple weeks> Parents divorced when I was 3, live with my mother, my grandparents, an aunt and her 35 year old son, an uncle, and my little brother (different dad)>They've always supported me, always been there for me, they always tell me to make the right choice, to be a good person, to be the best i can be.>I live in an apartment in a city 1 hour away from hometown, study college there>hometown is a shit hole with a lot of crime and insecurity, prefer city a lot more but miss family>Like college a lot, have good friends, good teachers, and an overall nice environment, i like what i'm studying>But...>Never do my homework, stay in home watching netflix or just procrastinating watching youtube/porn/etc.>stay literally til 4 or 5 a.m, sleep just 1 hour or don't sleep at all>Do well in exams, not a dumb person, but I do really, really bad decisions.I feel like I am lost guys, I don't know what to do with myself, I feel like I'm dragging myself down and will never be able to get out, I don't want to dissapoint my family, I want to be a better person, I want to study, to get fit, to be happy, but there's a shadow beneath me all the time that doesn't want fulfillment in my life, I am not depressed, but I hate myself so much
