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I love the people in my life so much.
And yet I can't deny in my heart of hearts that I want to make them all suffer as much as humanly possible. I take every opportunity to infect others, friends, family, or acquaintances, with my doubts, my fears, my pain, my anger, anything and everything inside me that is evil and destructive.
I don't know if it's because I want them to know me or because I want to make them as miserable as I am.
I SEE beauty everywhere, I FEEL love all the time. And yet I'm not sure I believe either truly exist any longer.