>>7374353I wish you the best of luck anon. I've been there before. I won't lie to you, the first year in the hardest. But you owe it to yourself to give yourself a better life. You deserve to find happiness anon.
I just found out that I got denied from graduate schools again after my second year of applying. Honestly I'm pretty close to just giving up on getting a PhD. But I'm moving in with my SO soon so at least I have that going for me.
