>>8017891>>8017784I forgot that there's the issue of some of her previous relationships left her with traumas and insecurities, things that now i have to dance around not to start fights, which have started a few times, i make some innocuous comment that she takes in the worst way possible and a discussion arises... just adds another layer to how her past makes me feel. I might come off as a total asshole, but why do i have to deal with that? why do i have to have a bad time over things other men did to her and she being too stupid to start something with people like that and not leave earlier? it's just not my problem.
Earlier today she told me i was her favorite guy, she's so excited to see me tomorrow... she's still worth it i think, but that thought sometimes hangs on a thread.