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I honestly don't know.
I broke off a relationship about a month ago. I keep trying to tell myself I'm better off, that he used me, he lied to me and he's a snake. But I just keep finding myself going back to the good times, and I want to just go back to when I felt important to someone.
I recently graduated. I've been working a while, but now I'm looking to go full time. Work. Earn money. Get a house. Grow old. Die alone.
I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just a bit sad about how every thing just turned out. I thought it would have been so much better. But, honestly. I'm fed up dealing with people. I've been backstabbed, talked about, turned on, and betrayed too much in my life.
I just want...
Well. What do I want? I ask myself that every day, do I want intimacy? Do I want to feel important and worth?
I don't know anymore.
