>>7208884My mom was murdered in 2011 by her boyfriend. He is in jail, but trial is just starting and I have to be a witness.
Im 31 and worried Im getting too old have not been able to get past the first couple dates with a woman in a long time because of awkward life situation and emotional baggage.
I have only had a really romantic thing going with two girls before and they both got married recently. One I have intense regret that I didnt end up with her. The other gal was kind of an asshole, found a guy she liked better and dumped me. I have a strong feeling the guy is abusive, but also that it shouldn't be any of my business anymore.
My health has also gone way down hill lately.
