>>6579492Thank you for your words Anon :-) and honestly I don't actually feel any sort of animosity towards her. I didn't have the courage to call her or speak to her after that. I guess I couldn't handle the truth, kek
I'm 27 now, I've dated other girls but never lasted more than a few months. Its a vicious cycle of that fear of being left behind turning into a paranoia and causes discord and then tears it apart.
I'm staying away from relationships now, finding other things to focus on and keep myself occupied the whole day.