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This is the pape who relates to me the most about my current situation in life. Hope nobody takes my story below as edgy.
I'm 16 years old and I live in Albania. Currently in high school ,feel like shit there. No real friends, almost everybody that I know are very boring people. When I started high school I lost the girl I thought was my best friend, and then I had no one to talk to so I became depressed and anxious. Social situations became a lot more scarier and I got socially anxious. School was another bigger problem, I was shit at a subject that is very important, and very hard also (german). I have been ranked as the smart kid of the class so far, am very good at math, but my parents are always shitting on me because I am not reaching my full potential. I am a huge disappointment for them because my two other sisters worked hard and were very successful in school. Then during February-March of this year I started running, which made me feel better, got more respect for myself and anxiety got better. A few months later I stopped running and started to feel like shit again. Now school is over for this year, and I had planned to do a lot more useful stuff during this summer like running, workout, german, learn python, read more etc but I have achieved nothing so far, mostly because I feel everyday very tired, mostly because of the hot temperatures and shitty sleeping habits (for the moment is 2:20 am here) and now I can't sleep without thinking about how shitty my life is so I'm writing on 4chan about my life story. Hope this didn't come out as edgy, appreciate anyone who took the time to read this, thank you.