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I don't English but whatever.
I wish I could talk like any other person.
Recently got away from all my friends. I just wanted to start again, felt like my life would be going nowhere if I didn't take it on myself to make a change. The only friends I had where the ones I meet when I was a child and had no problems talking to people, now this year is done and I still can't believe I spent it all alone.
A whole year without friends and probably more to come, since in two months I'll be studying in a rich kids college I got in with a scholarship.
I don't think I'm boring or hateful for people to avoid me. Its just that every time it comes to socializing my brain wanders somewhere far. I become completely quiet, and who wants to be with someone who doesn't talk.
I don't wanna be alone for the rest of my life. I'm scared. I wanna have fun and do cool shit with cool people. I miss 2015 and miss friends so fucking much.
