21 and 3 years into college, with covid fucking up everything from my education to my social life, to my mental and physical health. I'm getting back onto my feet but fuck is it hard. Diagnosis with depression doesn't really help either. I want to try and restablish myself and ground myself in what I like and do what I want, but breaking out of the hole I dug is nowhere close to easy. As I work towards becoming a person again how people did it before me, and I wonder if I'm good enough to follow in their footsteps.
For now though, it's one step at a time, patching myself back together.
>>7856413Across the road for attention, down the streets for results. Trying to replace mental or emotional pain may seem like a good idea, but in the end it's just a cry for help. Get help.
>>7856788Genetics are a cruel bitch anon, but they aren't everything. It's not easy, but if you allow yourself to just give up you're only wallowing in self pity. You can be better.