>>7172515Changing how you see the world is a slow process, anon. But you'll get there eventually. Face the bad voices in your head and show them they're wrong. Take control of your life once again and aim somewhere else. Find something you desire and struggle to make it real, and don't bother thinking about failure. However, if death is your desire, make it come true. Perhaps we're all stuck in life and we're missing out a great afterlife.