>>7385484You and I took different routes. It's almost unbelievable how similar our situations are. Christmas, fizzled out by new years, excitement taking over reality. I had allowed myself to feel things, say things and think things that I can no longer take back. Ultimately I chose to end the friendship, the thought of what could have been hurts too much and she deserves a real friend and I deserve to not be mentally tortured by trying to be something I can't. Cheers anon