I've been in this thread since the beginning just reading, and honestly i find it very beautiful.
Ive had this as my wallpaper for a very long time because its funny. Thats it. I think this actually highlights a very important aspect of my life, happiness and laughter. These 2 things have always been in my life, and that just shows how lucky I am. Ive always had friends where I can just mess around with and have a good time. Ive never been depressed, never really had "bad days" i just keep on trucking. I know that many people arent as lucky as me and have had a really shitty life.
I just want to say to any anon having a shitty life out there that we can all make it, it just starts with you. My new years resolution was to improve myself and I really think I did that. This also sounds a little weird, but try praying. Ive been atheist all my life but the first time i prayed on my own it actually felt really good and relieving.
I'll leave a few songs that really remind me of this thread for anyone interested.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfFTT3iz740https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wGfguhnvECc 