>>72458410Holy shit anon, are you me? Coming up on my 22nd birthday next month, taking classes at a junior college focusing on computer science, and working about 30~ hours a week at Starbucks. My girlfriend and I are on a "break" from each other, however, despite the fact that we end up texting each other at least once a day...
I just feel like I'm running in a dream towards my eventual goals of a decent job, being more physically fit, and having a stable relationship (My girlfriend has mental inabilities that manifested themselves recently with her swallowing an entire bottle of pain meds, forcing me to drive her to the ER. I'm not sure if shes the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, but with few other friends since I left high school, loneliness seems to drive us together despite everything we've put each other through).
At this point I'm tempted to just enlist in the Marines or Army to add some discipline and excitement to my life. Yet I let the months drift by with no change while everyone around me waits with dwindling patience for me to figure out my next step. Congrats on finding the love of your life. I hope things go well and you find happiness soon. Good luck
