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Man ive been trying to get my thoughts into words for this one and it just comes out as a long mess.
Trying to keep it short it im on a straight line to nothing by myself. I can't enjoy work all i want to do is get home, I get home and then can't enjoy anything and end up just being sad and alone. I even tried making plans this weekend with friends to meet up and after waiting for this all week and being literally the only employee not taking time off i end up catching this fucking flu going around and am stuck in bed unable to go out now. Even when i try as hard as i can to be happy and motivate myself for things to try and be like they were when i was younger its like i just get fucked by the world to prevent that.
