>>7354093happy late birthday anon, i just turned 30 on the 12th and i am starting to not be lonely anymore, i have started to go camping and hiking more and just get in tune with myself and nature. its relatively cheap as far as hobbies go and the stress relief brings a great peace of mind. i used to always want a relationship and stuff and the urge really does kick in every once in a while but now its to the point of where im okay waiting until i meet someone that will last and be an extension of who i am, rather than a exciting 3 months of lust. if you want to go to college i would say do it. have a serious talk with the class advisor about what your life is doing and your skills and have them suggest a path and just roll with it. best case is you find a girl that is awesome in a class and start the settling down part of life with that cushy career the degree got you. and at worse case you have a tax write of for life long education and you know something more then you did.