Bored. Been trapped in my house with nothing to do for almost 2 years. Can't go out and meet people, can't go out and meet women, and women are getting more insane by the day. I wanted to program again, but all I feel like coding are tools for editing a game that maybe all of 2 other people know about. Plus I find the whole concept of video games really immature these days, aside from casual stuff. I look at the stuff I do and go "will people see me as an adult, or a child who hasn't grown up?".
I'm still lifting weights and improving myself (grew a garden this year, rather successfully on my first try).
But I can't improve socially. Everyone I know is tethered to their phones and can't hold a conversation. It's depressing. I want real human contact, not this artificial nonsense.
I'm not picky when in comes to women. I'm okay with women 30+, I'm okay with some of the more chubby women. Hell I'd be okay if she was one of those more modern women career women who wanted a house husband.
>>7863755Do it because you find it fun, and because you want to do it. The second it isn't fun you should stop and find something else, because it will just seem like a burden to you.