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Everyday I wish for something monumental in human existence to happen yet I am almost certain it never. Whether it's good or bad. Aliens or Yellowstone. Cure for cancer or another nuke going off. But for everything that has happened like phones and a pandemic in my lifetime, it all just seems to be a boring dystopia that's never getting any better. I'm on anti-anxiety meds now since I couldn't wake up for a single day without thinking I was going to die or wanting to die yet neither sound good to me. Not having a guarantee at anything in existence always irks me even if I try to live in the moment. You can be healthy and perfect in every way and still be betrayed by your body randomly or hit by a bus. You could ruin the lives of thousands for years and still live to be 100. I just hope this shit is actually a simulation since I'm extremely dissatisfied and disappointed even though I live a good life
