>>7650754I've got finals, and I'm about to fail because I wasn't able to study in this state I've been for 2 weeks almost, stressed out constantly, can't eat, can't think about anything else but cry and think about the good times we had, and how she'd thrown it all away for literally no reason but her selfishness. I was ignoring everything and I should've seen this all coming. Had we stayed any longer, this would've just happened at some other, later time.
I'm glad it's over, but I still miss her somehow. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me, I hate the bitch for putting me through this after everything we've been through and I've done for her. I resent her, yet a part of me would still get together if given a chance. It's irrational as fuck. I'm trying to let go because she doesn't deserve me, I was too good for her, and she only dragged me down. Couldn't get the bitch to do anything fun, like getting her to go to the movies once in a blue moon was a historical feat. She's just a nobody now...
