>>7818764not him but for me, viewing these threads, it's like being surrounded by or looking at a false happiness i cant reach.
personally, it stems from my current location. most of what youre posting looks like the most comfy places i want to live but im stuck in this ghetto trash heap. crime everywhere, pollution everywhere, horrid and humid weather, so many flies and mosquitoes..it's just disgusting and horrible to live in. it makes me depressed being stuck here my entire life so far. i feel like i missed out on so much good in life just by being born here instead of somewhere nicer. luck is not fortunate to me.
but i cant wait to move out once im done with college.. it's just about the only thing in life im looking forward to to keep me going.
and nice papes
