>>8009091>what are the signs of the love you hadInteresting question. People often compare it to the feeling of "butterflies." For me it was the way I felt whenever I talked to her. Complete elation, a high feeling, needing to catch my breath because my mind was working a hundred miles an hour and I couldn't think straight. It's hard to describe. It is probably the most pure example of the saying, "When you feel it, you'll know it." At least that's how it was for me.
As far as your feeling of it being "over," I can understand thinking like that. But look at it like this: you're not thirty years old yet. The average male (I'm assuming you're male) life expectancy in the US (I'm assuming you're American) is 77 years old. This means you aren't even halfway through your life yet. Do you want to feel this way for another 35+ years? Imagine the things that can be accomplished in that span of time. In fact, if you're 29 right now, you have, statistically, around 38 more years. We landed on the moon in 1969, and the iPhone launched in 2007 - 38 years. Imagine all the shit that happened in that span of time. Knowing all that, I'm certain that, eventually, you can find something to give your life meaning and purpose.
As for love, that can be hard. As far as I'm concerned, you have to learn to love yourself before you can extend that love to anyone else. Find a way to be content, then find the love. It might happen the other way around, or simultaneously. But if you keep trying, it's virtually impossible to fail. I'm confident things will improve for you. Just keep going.
Thanks for the wallpaper. Saved. Here's one I took at my old "thinking spot."
