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my life doesnt feel like my life. Like im not truly living my authentic life. Im not doing any of the things I set out to do or dreamed of when I was younger and I feel like im falling down a hole that ill never get out of
And im here because I spent so much time trying to make everyone else happy besides me. They belittled me and my dreams and tore down what little confidence I had until I was a husk of a person, but I was a husk that was doing what they thought was better. Now I have no experience in the fields I want, I cant seem to get it, my bills are piling up and each day it seems like im sinking further and further until one day I just will stop struggling and drown
I hate my family so goddamn much and they get offended when I do anything outside of their norm. the hate keeps building and building and im at a point where I cant be around them anymore
