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I feel like nothing make sense anymore, days go by nothing really hapening in my life i feel like i am dead. There is a girl that works on my local coffee house we run each other on a bar on saturday and we started talking, the convertation was so smooth like we knew each other for years and at the end we ended up kissing for 1 hour, i felt so alive for the next two days like there was a meaning again. I added her to facebook and starting talking but the last message from her was a simple "hahaha" to something i said to her and we haven't spoke for a day now. Everything is back, the sadness the despair i feel again empty, i just want to talk to her again like that night i keep recreating the night that we kissed in my head and i feel even worse. I don't know i just want to tell her that i really like her but i have a strong freling that she doesn't feel the same. Everything is pointless in this life sadly.