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i can’t even drive yet and i want to end it all. only ever had one real relationship and it only last a couple weeks, a month maybe. but then this new girl comes along. hurt and played just like me, we lean on each other in times of pain. fucking gorgeous too. but lately she thinks i don’t love her. i don’t really know how to show my love but i was doing good for a while, or so i thought.
on top of the love shit, i can’t even be a dumb ass wreckless teenager because my parents constantly surveil me like i’m going to rob a bank or kill someone. all i want to do is smoke some pot and make some real friends, which i don’t have because of my parents never letting me go anywhere.
might end it all, might run away, might keep selling drugs and taking painkillers (sedative feeling like pot but no smell) and pissing and moaning. what do i do?